tähdet

Yön tullen
minä seison portailla kuuntelemassa,
tähdet parveilevat puutarhassa ja
minä seison pimeässä.
Kuule, tähti putosi helähtäen!
Älä astu ruohikolle paljain jaloin:
puutarhani on sirpaleita täynnä.
- Edith Södergran Viikonloppuna Porissa. Heräsin viikonloppunakin aivan liian aikasin, mutta testailin sitten tätitni  makrohuipppua putkea, nurmikossa tuhat pisaraa. Oli ihana olla siellä missä ympärillä oli kaikki rakkaat, koko perhe siinä lähellä.Bussissa istuin haikeena, kyyneleet padottu sisälle, mietin rakasta isoveljeä, jota en nää vuoteen kun hän muuttaa KANADAAN.Silti lähdin voimani täyttnyneenä takaisin sinne, missä tunnen olevani kotona.
Hyvää yötä<3

Bits and pieces

Two weeks ago we decided to go the international market downby Turku. First it was Heidi and I, then Savanna, Irina and Sara joined us. I've been wanting to post about that particular day and about the whole weekend, because it made me feel so happy. I haven't written anything in my blog/diary since ages. For me the first week of school was struggle, because evertything in my life was changing, nowhere felt like home. I needed my best friends beside me, but it's not always possible, everyone seemed so far away. Back to the friday. We walked around like tourists, laughing at life and taking a lot of pictures, tasting all the varieties of cheese and the goodies. I laughed so much that I forgot about my bloody blisters on my feet and my sore throat. I'm glad to have awesome friends from Turku, some are old but still as gold. I didn't ever realize how much time highschool takes from you. But now I do. So it's great to have friends that the days better. Little by little my life is clicking in to pieces, like a puzzle making me complete. I miss my friends like tons who live all around Finland. I can't think of anything else to say, but I'm alive even though there has been no sound of me lately. I better hurry to do my homework and I'll try to post new pictures soon.. ;) BYYE LOVELIES!